Adult Stuff

The reality of being an adult... I´ve had to experienced this before actually being one.

I got a job. Sometimes is hard, sometimes I feel like it is too much but then all the effort seems worth it because I got a job, I earn my own money and also I can add that up as an income to my family. I feel like I am useful.

One of the things I´ve realized is something I didn´t thought I would have to experienced at this age. Now I got to handle being looked as a woman, not a girl anymore. I mean, not always, since I do not look old but of course everybody around me is older. The way man are constantly trying to ask you out or just the way they behave around you is something you need to be prepare to experieced.

It is incredible how much time and lies  someone can invest on you just to satisfy some sexual desire. 

Usually you heard of this, that man like easy girls and that they are always looking for something more than just "love", oh yeah, it is true haha. People I never thought where going to try that kind of stuff with me, have.I just leaned that lesson, you know, to stop being so innocent with man. Let´s trust less on what man can say when their eyes are seeking more than just your eyes or your smile. I thought I could resist them I thought I was more smart to detect those kind of man but well, there are some lessons you ony learn with personal experience.

It is funny how quickly they can get bored after you say no to them or to something. Seems like all the silly interest on you is completely gone.

Note to myself: Thank God you said no.You know you can´t go back now to the first conversation and ignore this guy but let´s take it as a great lesson. The one and only guy that actually just wanted to satisfy himself with you and just looked at you as, a good couple of legs and nice butt.

Written on Oct 29th, 2016